In 12 days it'll be my 1 year OCD-Aversary of the diagnoses. I don't know much more to say other then that I thought I'd be better by now, I didn't realize how much time has passed until now. This is probably going to be a discombobulated post, but I'm trying to work it through my head... I've had OCD for almost a year, and all I'm thinking is aren't anniversaries a supposed to be happy? Because this is one I really don't feel like celebrating. To me this is just a reminder of how screwed up my life is right now and how much I wish it'll all just "poof" and be better again :/ I really can't write anymore right now, but I wanted to get that off my chest.